There is something wrong

Today I woke, late again
Hot morning
Even if the
Rain keeps falling
Everything is blurry
Induced euphoria
Soporific state
Something is wrong
Otherwise this butterfly wouldn't be
Mesmerizing my sounds
Each step I take, I
Take it wrong
High in my mind
Ilighted by despair
Noon comes again
Grinning to me
Whispering slowly
Rough feelings, I'm feeling
Outside, my head
Never thought I would
Grew old this late.