While you were sleeping <3

Sometimes you'll find out, not all stars shine, some are black as coal,  and their light can't touch you even if you'd like.
They're magnificent, but they are just that...
a Dream in somebody else's eyes.

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Feel the dark through me, a sunset of tears, undrawed sketches keeping themselves safe, out of time, out of space

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Keep your eyes shout, real tight, real tight,, until it desappears, once you've open 'em it's still here, ...it isn't a dream.

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Clouds made of something else than air, keep getting into my eyes, and I as come closer, it is more difficult to see. The outlines are blurry, the rain hiding your face, only things you don't wanna face, and closer and closer, you realise, they are noy clouds, it's only your mind.

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And as the sleepyness comes to me, and slightly my lids gain force over me, all I want to see at last is a glimpse of your eyes.

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Carmin isn't only in my hands, it is in the floor, dripping fast. Drop after drop, until the cup fills, til the roses are over, til you wake from this dream.

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Trees as I walk, faster, trying not  to run, but even if I didin't want to escape, them becoming a green stain at my sides, as the bullet stops the moving and the static fills my eyes... I'm not dying, I'm only putting and end to my life.

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